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    Sunday, February 24th, 2008
    4:16 am
    uprooting
    so yeah.. probably moving to texas at the end of this summer, for a couple of years.. the plans arent exactly finalized yet, but it looks like it's going to happen. i'm flying down to texas march 13-24, and allison may be coming back with me, and staying here until july, at which time, we'll return to texas in a uhaul filled with my stuff.. i want to try and come back up this way(minneapolis, maybe)after she graduates college, for a few years..

    http://s11.photobucket.com/albums/a199/d00jc0re/personal/Allie%20in%20Iowa/

    we're awesome..

    *PooF*
    Thursday, February 7th, 2008
    1:22 am
    3 months, in 16 songs
    I found my Soldier Girl
    She's so far away
    She makes my head spin around
    Send me your letters
    Send me your letters
    I'm willing to pretend
    You're an exception to the rule
    You're a bonafide rarity.
    You're all I ever wanted; southern girl,
    Could you want me?
    In all this chaos, we found safety,
    And i will never find this love again
    She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard
    And we can be on the phone for three hours
    Not sayin' one word
    And I would still cherish every moment
    I want you now like i want you then
    Falling in love with you there is no end
    When you're not here i like to pretend
    Because i really want you really want you
    How do you do it, make me feel like I do
    How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
    I'm melting,
    In your eyes
    I lost my place
    Could stay a while
    Lollipop, i wont stop,
    Gonna lick that sweetness from the top
    You're loaded with sweetness, i'm all yours
    If the world were to fall apart
    In a fiction-worthy wind
    I wouldn't change a thing now that you're here
    Dead cold and numb
    Loose on the run
    Crazy for blood, killers in love
    It's our time to shine through the down
    Glorified by what is ours
    We've fallen in love
    We've fallen in love
    It was the best idea I ever had
    As days go by i see that you were meant for me
    It adds up easily so lets just let it be
    The world will fade i don't care as long as you are there
    We'll make the perfect pair we'll be like sonny and cher(except for the divorce.. and the dying.. and the plastic surgery.. and the craziness.. and the endless farewell tour)
    Let me be the one who calls you baby
    All the time
    Surely you can take some comfort
    Knowing that you're mine
    Just hold me tight, lay by my side
    And let me be the one who calls you Baby
    All the time
    In my fantasy you look good entwined
    In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
    You’re my deep secret
    I’m your pantomime
    I’ll just move my hands
    I promise you’ll see what I mean
    Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise.
    And you take me the way I am.
    You take me the way I am.

    *PooF*
    Thursday, January 24th, 2008
    2:29 am
    nice
    DJ Simniok: can we hold your cooter open with a speculum
    DJ Simniok: and let me ass pee into it
    DJ Simniok: would that be degrading?
    DJ Simniok: i can talk shit to you while i do it
    DJ Simniok: i think up the most horrifying shit
    DJ Simniok: and then i could fuck you really hard
    DJ Simniok: and everytime i thrust in
    DJ Simniok: shit would squirt out
    DJ Simniok: there
    DJ Simniok: i'm done
    DJ Simniok: HAHA!
    DJ Simniok: i'm fucked up
    DJ Simniok: sorry baby
    cubistninja: yeah, we can, but only if the next time I have a period, I can save all the blood and goo in a cup, put it in my mouth, and then spit it back onto your face
    DJ Simniok: fuck yes
    DJ Simniok: how about we just put it in a bowl
    DJ Simniok: and i'll puke in it
    DJ Simniok: build up some bad acne
    DJ Simniok: and drain all my puss into it
    DJ Simniok: stir
    DJ Simniok: and pour it all over my face
    cubistninja: no, no
    DJ Simniok: and then you can sit on my face
    DJ Simniok: and grind it into my face
    cubistninja: how about we mix all that together
    cubistninja: get you on all fours
    DJ Simniok: get it in my eyes
    DJ Simniok: i want pinkeye damn it
    cubistninja: hold your ass open with an anal speculum
    DJ Simniok: there's nothing sexier than pinkeye
    cubistninja: and pour it into your butthole
    DJ Simniok: and slurp it out?
    cubistninja: no!
    cubistninja: then I could fist you
    DJ Simniok: YES!
    cubistninja: get it all over my hands
    cubistninja: and then jerk you off
    DJ Simniok: YES!
    cubistninja: and then suck it all off your cock
    DJ Simniok: niiiiiiiice
    cubistninja: and then puke it all over you again
    DJ Simniok: i may have to save this conversation
    DJ Simniok: and put it in a blog

    *PooF*
    Saturday, January 12th, 2008
    4:38 am
    fucking cow maze
    evil cows

    i'm stuck on level 19...

    i'll be seeing them in my sleep..

    *PooF*
    Thursday, November 29th, 2007
    4:27 am
    things DJ wants..
    eh, i got carried away with dinosaur documentaries, haha, i'll get them all eventually i guess.. i put an asterisk next to the things that i REALLY want.. i'll probably edit this and add more or something soon..

    DVDs - live music
    *Mindless Self Indulgence - "Our Pain Your Gain" DVD/CD
    *Incubus - "Look Alive" DVD/CD
    Incubus - "Alive at Red Rocks" DVD/CD
    Tool - "Salival" DVD/CD <-- haha!
    At The Drive In - "This Station is Non-Operational" DVD/CD

    DVDS - movies/shows
    The Land Before Time (and all tis sequels)
    Carnosaur
    Baby: Secret of the Lost Legend
    Prehysteria (and perhaps the sequels)
    The Bourne Trilogy
    Land of the Lost (seasons 1, 2, and 3)
    Dinosaur Documentaries, because i'm a nerd
    - Allosaurus - A Walking With Dinosaurs Special
    - Chased by Dinosaurs
    - When Dinosaurs Roamed America
    - Dinosaur Planet - Real Big Stories
    - Prehistoric Planet - Complete Set
    - The Complete Walking with... Collection
    - Walking with Monsters - Life Before Dinosaurs
    - Chased by Sea Monsters
    - The Future Is Wild

    Electronics
    *new, nice digital camera
    *video camera

    Clothing/Accessories
    *sweet belt buckles
    *sweet belts, preferably ones that i can use a belt buckle with, size 34-36 or 38-40
    *sweet socks (argyle, striped, anything cool on them)
    *sweet hoodies (either large or extra large, depending on how you think the hoody should fit me :)
    *sweet necklaces and bracelets

    Book things
    *Walking Dead (vol. 1-8)
    30 Days of Night and Dark Days graphic novels
    Freaks of the Heartland

    other stuff
    *sweet plugs (5/8") and a pair of black spirals like these http://cgi.ebay.com/BONE-HORN-5-8-INCH-GAUGE-spiral-plugs-body-jewelry_W0QQitemZ160184628274QQihZ006QQcategoryZ98541QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
    *Drakkar Noir cologne

    *money for tattoos :)

    and most of all,

    *****my Allieface<3*****

    *PooF*
    Wednesday, October 31st, 2007
    10:45 pm
    4:39 am
    we're nerds
    and its amazing

    DJ Simniok: if there's one thing you can trust in
    DJ Simniok: its that i'll never knowingly do something to hurt you, or break your trust
    DJ Simniok: as a friend
    DJ Simniok: as an acquantance
    DJ Simniok: as a lover
    DJ Simniok: as a person walking down the straight that i smile at
    DJ Simniok: street*
    DJ Simniok: wow
    DJ Simniok: wtf
    cubistninja: hahaha
    DJ Simniok: as my dr that takes care of me in the home with other mentally disabled people
    DJ Simniok: apparently
    cubistninja: hahahahahaha
    cubistninja: in the tardhatch?
    DJ Simniok: that was amazing
    DJ Simniok: i had to share with walker
    DJ Simniok: i told him twice
    DJ Simniok: not once did he acknowledge my prescence
    cubistninja: awwwww!
    cubistninja: psh
    DJ Simniok: presence?
    DJ Simniok: jesusfuck
    cubistninja: yeah
    cubistninja: presence
    cubistninja: presents!?
    DJ Simniok: he is playing halo AND watching a movie
    cubistninja: parents?
    cubistninja: parentce?
    DJ Simniok: parentheses?
    cubistninja: pneumonia?
    DJ Simniok: plantanes?
    cubistninja: pariocarditis?
    DJ Simniok: chloroflorocarbons?
    cubistninja: nope
    DJ Simniok: SONOFABITCH!
    cubistninja: hhahaahahah
    cubistninja: <3
    DJ Simniok: *disillusioned*


    *PooF*
    Monday, October 22nd, 2007
    4:36 am
    to Allison
    happy birthday!


    this is number 9, haha! i'm awesome!

    *PooF*
    Friday, September 28th, 2007
    4:34 pm
    IAM
    i'm worried.. a bunch of shit went down with IAM, and its down now.. i really hope its not gone. if it is, i wonder if shannon has the means to get it up and going again, in a slightly different capacity, i mean, i would think with the help of thousands of people who want it back, it should be possible.

    *PooF*
    Friday, September 7th, 2007
    3:41 am
    gramma simniok
    passed away Wednesday night.

    I'm doing fine.. though, I'm starting to get sad about it. She had a lot of health problems and wasn't doing too good, so I wasn't too surprised. I knew it was only a matter of time. I'm really glad I went up to visit her earlier this summer, and really really glad that she was in good spirits overall. It amused me, that she almost seemed irritated by the Alzheimer's, that things kept slipping her mind, and made joking comments that she was losing her mind, when I'd remind her of who I was. Going up to Wisconsin early next week for the funeral services is going to kill me, I hate seeing people I love crying.

    I have no way of contacting my dad, I'm concerned with how he is doing.

    The last thing I told her was that I'd see her next year.

    I will, just not in the same way.

    *PooF*
    Wednesday, July 4th, 2007
    9:50 pm
    anyone hear aout this?
    woman dies in fireworks accident

    although very tragic, and unfortunate, and bla bla bla... WHAT A DUMB CUNT!

    hey.... motherfucker.. if you light a fuse meant to set off 25 3-4 inch diameter tubes filled with mortars meant to launch 300 feet in the air, and explode, and they don't explode? DON'T FUCKING PUT YOUR FACE IN FRONT OF IT!!!! you wouldn't look down the barrel of a gun if it didn't fire after pulling the trigger would you? wait... you probably would, you fucking idiot. i wont even fuck with a black cat that doesn't go off after i light it and throw it.

    you're the reason fireworks are illegal all over the place.

    congratulations.

    (i am mildly sad for her family, but honestly, what the fuck)
    (also, i know they were illegally sold and purchased, i don't care)

    *PooF*
    Wednesday, June 20th, 2007
    12:29 am
    Saturday, June 16th, 2007
    3:51 pm
    24
    itsa mah birthday!!!

    *PooF*
    Tuesday, May 1st, 2007
    2:07 pm
    shit
    i definitely have less money than i need for bills.. fuck.

    *PooF*
    Monday, April 30th, 2007
    12:39 pm
    woah
    16 days until my birthday..

    *PooF*
    Thursday, April 19th, 2007
    3:51 pm
    i guess its that time again
    my birthday approaches.. people are starting to ask what i want.. so here goes, lemme see what i can think of

    a new digital camera, my old one died, its driving me crazy not having one.
    accessories/supplies for my 35mm camera (its a Minolta Maxxum 5)
       - film; b&w, high speed,  regular, i need lots of different kinds of film (lots of film, haha)
       - some sweet zoom lenses
       - a nice flash attachment
       - a tripod
    a nice scanner/printer
    i've been kind of wanting some necklaces lately, like, a chain necklace with a toggle clasp, i want one with a plain star pendant(not a super tiny one) of some sort, i don't know..
    money for tattoos :)

    yeah yeah yeah, i'll think of something more to add..

    *PooF*
    Sunday, April 1st, 2007
    5:08 am
    wow
    i suck at halo when i'm drunk.. but chris(t) says, at least i don't suck at life when i'm sober.. and i guess that's true.

    *PooF*
    Saturday, March 31st, 2007
    3:18 am
    here's the deal
    the devil's song was way better than johnny's.. and johnny still somehow won, i guess its karma though, i mean, the devil kind of cheated, he had that band of evil demon's join in.. can't say i'm surprised though, i mean, he is the devil...

    *PooF*
    Tuesday, March 20th, 2007
    4:24 am
    .
    Drake Equation - (also known as the Green Bank equation or the Sagan equation) is a famous result in the speculative fields of xenobiology, astrosociobiology and the search for extraterrestrial intelligence.

    This equation was devised by Dr Frank Drake (now Emeritus Professor of Astronomy and Astrophysics at the University of California, Santa Cruz ) in the 1960s in an attempt to estimate the number of extraterrestrial civilizations in our galaxy with which we might come in contact. The main purpose of the equation is to allow scientists to quantify the uncertainty of the factors which determine the number of extraterrestrial civilizations. In recent years, the rare Earth hypothesis, which posits that conditions for intelligent life are quite rare in the universe, has been seen as a possible refutation of the equation.

    The Drake equation states that:

    N = R^{*} ~ \times ~ f_{p} ~ \times ~ n_{e} ~ \times ~ f_{l} ~ \times ~ f_{i} ~ \times ~ f_{c} ~ \times ~ L

    where:

    N is the number of civilizations in our galaxy with which we might expect to be able to communicate at any given time

    and

    R* is the rate of star formation in our galaxy
    fp is the fraction of those stars that have planets
    ne is average number of planets that can potentially support life per star that has planets
    fl is the fraction of the above that actually go on to develop life
    fi is the fraction of the above that actually go on to develop intelligent life
    fc is the fraction of the above that are willing and able to communicate
    L is the expected lifetime of such a civilization for the period that it can communicate across interstellar space.


    Fermi Paradox - the apparent contradiction between high estimates of the probability of the existence of extraterrestrial civilizations and the lack of evidence of contact with such civilizations.

    The extreme age of the universe and its vast number of stars suggest that extraterrestrial life should be common. Considering this with colleagues over lunch in 1950, the physicist Enrico Fermi is said to have asked: "Where are they?" Fermi questioned why, if a multitude of advanced extraterrestrial civilizations exist in the Milky Way galaxy, evidence such as probes, spacecraft or radio transmissions has not been found. The simple question "Where are they?" (alternatively, "Where is everybody?") is possibly apocryphal, but Fermi is widely credited with simplifying and clarifying the problem of the probability of extraterrestrial life.

    There have been attempts to resolve the Fermi Paradox by locating evidence of extraterrestrial civilizations, along with proposals that such life could exist without human knowledge. Counterarguments suggest that intelligent extraterrestrial life does not exist or occurs so rarely that humans will never make contact with it.

    A great deal of effort has gone into developing scientific theories and possible models of extraterrestrial life and the Fermi paradox has become a theoretical reference point in much of this work. The problem has spawned numerous scholarly works addressing it directly, while various questions that relate to it have been addressed in fields as diverse as astronomy, biology, ecology, and philosophy. The emerging field of astrobiology has brought an interdisciplinary approach to the Fermi paradox and the question of extraterrestrial life.

    Zoo Hypothesis - one of a number of suggestions that have been advanced in response to the Fermi Paradox, regarding the apparent absence of evidence in support of the existence of advanced extraterrestrial life. According to this hypothesis, aliens would generally avoid making their presence known to humanity, or avoid exerting an influence on human development, somewhat akin to zookeepers observing animals in a zoo.

    Adherents of the hypothesis consider that Earth and humans are being secretly surveyed using equipment located on Earth or elsewhere in the solar system which relays information back to the observers. It is also suggested that covert contact will eventually be made with humanity once humans reach a certain level of development.


    The Great Filter - Humanity seems to have a bright future, i.e., a non-trivial chance of expanding to fill the universe with lasting life. But the fact that space near us seems dead now tells us that any given piece of dead matter faces an astronomically low chance of begating such a future. There thus exists a great filter between death and expanding lasting life, and humanity faces the ominous question: how far along this filter are we?

    Combining standard stories of biologists, astronomers, physicists, and social scientists would lead us to expect a much smaller filter than we observe. Thus one of these stories must be wrong. To find out who is wrong, and to inform our choices, we should study and reconsider all these areas. For example, we should seek evidence of extraterrestrials, such as via signals, fossils, or astronomy. But contrary to common expectations, evidence of extraterrestrials is likely bad (though valuable) news. The easier it was for life to evolve to our stage, the bleaker our future chances probably are.

     

    *PooF*

    Sunday, February 11th, 2007
    5:45 pm
    [untitled] part II
    Does she know?
           I care for her
    Does she know?
           I think of her
    Does she know?
           I dream of her
    Does she know?
           I miss her
    Does she know?
           I love her
    Does she know?
           I think the world of her
    Does she know?
           I'm in love with her

    I just hope she knows


    *PooF*
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